great love.
January 15th, 2008 by inmyheart11
i had a great love
before..however, i loved more..he also loved me, sometimes…..that’s
why we end up breaking up..i did fight for us, maybe he did too…ive
heard he has somebody else..i did panic and argued with him..y is it
always like that? i was the one who was being damaged more…while im
loveing him, the pain gets heavier and heavier…s0me would say that i
should bear all the pain, coz in love its really meant to be hurt..so i
stil did give up..but then, after several years of sacrificing, i let
go….why??hmm..coz all my life im hurting coz of him, im BETTER OFF
without him, i get used to live with him, but it’s time for me to love
myself, start a new without him even if its so hard for me…i know i
cand do away with him, my friends have supported me, til they were
tired of my replay stories, so i thought, nobody can help me except
myself…out feelings are self-inflicted anyway..the more i think of
him, the more im tied of him…so i just started to live for
myself..time heals..someday, i know i’ll be happy…someday……
