my happy ending.

Love is not the only reason, why relationships stand for years or until forever. We might think that love holds the relationship. But if you love too much and forget that love can also weaken or worse, destroy a strong relationship. We just have to realize that love is not enough. The secret of having a strong lasting relationship is to trust the one you love and to accept his/her weaknesses or mistakes. It’s not how many times you have forgiven. But how you have shown understanding..

Four years passed  by, nothing’s changed
you’re still special to me
you’re still my inspiration
you’re still the person whom I want to be with all the time
you’re still in my sweet dreams
you’re still the reason why my life is a bittersweet
you’re still the only one who can make me laugh and cry at the same time

no matter how I try to let go of you,
of our  memories together
of the good and bad times that we’ve been through
of the sweet and not so sweet moments that we spent together
of the songs that we used to listen and laugh after the song ends cuz it reminds us of each other
and most of all  of the sweetest days of my life

I just can’t…
I just can’t let you go
I
can’t let go of our memories, the good and bad times with you, the
moments that we spent together, the songs we used to listen and most of
all, I JUST CAN’T LET GO OF THE SWEETEST DAYS OF MY LIFE

why is it so hard to forget YOU?
Why is it so hard to move on, and live a life without any thoughts of you?
why are you so special to me?
why did you made my life so colorful, then you left and took all the colors away with you?
why did you made my life so wonderful and left me wondering why I can’t forget you?
why did you change my life, and left me not knowing what to do to bring it back exactly the way it was before?
why did you come into my life and left me in the middle of nowhere, lost,  hurt and alone?

"when someone breaks your heart,
don’t walk away;  stay & fight."

–> aww.. what if he keeps pushing you away? what if it’s not worth it? just now i realized..why i always come back to you..it’s because i love you. i really do. *sigh*

i lurrrve my friends…

i lurrrve how they laugh at me whenever i crack stupid jokes..

i lurrrve how they laugh with me whenever i feel high…

i lurrrve how they get angry whenever i forget my responsibilities…

i lurrrve how they put my heart back together after it was torn apaty by some stupz f*ckin ass…

and i lurrrve how they seam to make the world euphoric with just a HUG or a PAT on the back…

and i’m inlurrrve with the idea that you are one of them.. YIHII..