….

April 26th, 2008 by inmyheart11

Once,
i loved,
i believed,
i trusted,
i failed,
i cried,
i moved on.

Then i loved again,
i invested,
i exerted,
i hoped,
i fought.
But eventually
i became weak,
i got tired,
i let go.

Love doesn’t always succeed,
but it always teach us to let go if we can no longer hold on.
true enough!:)

have you ever loved and lost smb0dy?

March 15th, 2008 by inmyheart11

They say its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all,
But i wish i never had.
I wish i never knew what it was to look into those beautiful eyes of yours,
What it felt like to hold you,
I wish id never seen that smile or felt your touch,
How can it be better to have loved and lost when the pain of losing you will always be there,
When all those beautiful memories just serve to remind me of what was and will never be,
I prefer the saying `Ignorance is bliss`..

saddiiee. but, TRUE.

February 23rd, 2008 by inmyheart11

Love is not the only reason, why relationships stand for years or until forever. We might think that love holds the relationship. But if you love too much and forget that love can also weaken or worse, destroy a strong relationship. We just have to realize that love is not enough. The secret of having a strong lasting relationship is to trust the one you love and to accept his/her weaknesses or mistakes. It’s not how many times you have forgiven. But how you have shown understanding..

Tomorrow I’ll pretend to let you go

February 23rd, 2008 by inmyheart11

Four years passed  by, nothing’s changed
you’re still special to me
you’re still my inspiration
you’re still the person whom I want to be with all the time
you’re still in my sweet dreams
you’re still the reason why my life is a bittersweet
you’re still the only one who can make me laugh and cry at the same time

no matter how I try to let go of you,
of our  memories together
of the good and bad times that we’ve been through
of the sweet and not so sweet moments that we spent together
of the songs that we used to listen and laugh after the song ends cuz it reminds us of each other
and most of all  of the sweetest days of my life

I just can’t…
I just can’t let you go
I
can’t let go of our memories, the good and bad times with you, the
moments that we spent together, the songs we used to listen and most of
all, I JUST CAN’T LET GO OF THE SWEETEST DAYS OF MY LIFE

why is it so hard to forget YOU?
Why is it so hard to move on, and live a life without any thoughts of you?
why are you so special to me?
why did you made my life so colorful, then you left and took all the colors away with you?
why did you made my life so wonderful and left me wondering why I can’t forget you?
why did you change my life, and left me not knowing what to do to bring it back exactly the way it was before?
why did you come into my life and left me in the middle of nowhere, lost,  hurt and alone?

tsk..

February 23rd, 2008 by inmyheart11


"when someone breaks your heart,
don’t walk away;  stay & fight."

–> aww.. what if he keeps pushing you away? what if it’s not worth it? just now i realized..why i always come back to you..it’s because i love you. i really do. *sigh*

friends …

February 8th, 2008 by inmyheart11

i lurrrve my friends…

i lurrrve how they laugh at me whenever i crack stupid jokes..

i lurrrve how they laugh with me whenever i feel high…

i lurrrve how they get angry whenever i forget my responsibilities…

i lurrrve how they put my heart back together after it was torn apaty by some stupz f*ckin ass…

and i lurrrve how they seam to make the world euphoric with just a HUG or a PAT on the back…

and i’m inlurrrve with the idea that you are one of them.. YIHII.. :)

it’s over.

January 29th, 2008 by inmyheart11

I’d never thought that I’d come to the day…
the day that i learned to dislike the same person i loved…
the same person who made me smile…
the same person who kisses me when im sad…
the same person who hugs me whenever i feel afraid…
the same person who made me believed that everythng was real…
the same person who set plans for us…
the same person i thought would love me forever…
he’s gone now…
along with him was the love i gave….
finally, it’s over, and i have moved on.

dance of life..

January 24th, 2008 by inmyheart11

Dancersilhouette

There were
two hearts that met in a dance.  That moment was magical.  There was a
sweet song playing, there was harmony…and soon…love in the air.  They
fell in love and started building castles I their dreams and promised
forever with all certainty.  But, somewhere, in the midst of the fun,
they got lost in the dance, something went wrong, but they can never do
anything.  They were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart.
There were so many questions…but no one had an answer.

The music stopped…and there was silence…

When
we truly loved someone, we give our best and let that person see the
pureness of our intention.  But sometimes, that person makes us cry and
hurts us for the wrong reason.  That someone must have loved us, but he
has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he truly felt.

 

Now,
we are faced with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting.  We have
burdened ourselves long enough, but we still can’t get out of this
emotional trap.  Let us remember that the more we try to forget someone
we love…the more painful letting go will become…

 
Sometimes,
we never had to take that person out of our hearts at all…for he will
always be there…no matter how we drive him away…It isn’t his presence
that make this difficult.  It is our stubbornness to accept our destiny
that aligns forgetting next to impossible.  We keep a cold face but
deep in our hearts, there is still that lingering hope for   
reconciliation.  Somehow, we still believe that we can rekindle small
embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts.  These
thoughts give us hope… but also breed the seeds of loneliness and
despair.

 

The
only way to forget is to accept…and the only way to move on is to look
ahead…and let the footprints of the past…be blown by the wind of
time…only then can our hearts find a partner in the dance of life…and
hopefully…never get lost again…

purpose.SLASH.destiny

January 24th, 2008 by inmyheart11

there are some questions that i don’t know where would i get the answers!.. whew..

what is the purpose of u being born?
what is da reason y god created us?
he can never tell…
he can never say…
we cannot hear his voice…
he can hear our voice…
we can talk to him through prayers…
he cant talk to us…
he can never show his face to us…
we can never meet him…
all in all….
he can never tell us what is our purpose here on earth

sometimes, we say we want to change da path of destiny…
da fate…
god has entrusted to us…
isnt it da same to say that we are destined to fight against fate he gave?
isnt it da same as god has entrusted to us to change our fate to walk to true destiny?
isnt it da same that we are all goin against destiny and fate to begin with?
i believe on the sayings that "Everything happens for a reason"
Yes
it is true! but sometimes, we can control the things that are happening
to us. get my point? i mean, if we accept the fact that we can control
it, we can, we can change our destiny…yes..it’s in our hands! it’s in
the matter of choice.. im sure some people don’t care bout this..haha!
but when the time comes that you will be having the same situation like
me, huh!goodluck! hehe.. you have to believe in yourself that all the
problems that you are encountering now will soon fade away.. and the
sun will shine again! ahaha.. lolz…

why hasnt god shown his face to us?
tell us what we are here for…
tell us why wad is our destiny…

"Destiny or fate is you yourselves can change"
and yet..we are given da fate ever since da day we were born…
us humans say we want to change our future…
change our destiny…
walk a different path of destiny…
but all we r doin was juz goin with…
the eternal flow of time…
our time arent long..and yet we strive to change our fate…
our destiny…
but what for?
we are meant to do dat ever since we are born…
what we can do is…
SOMETIMES we go along with the flow of time…
till time decide where we are destined. . . .

eee!i’m stuck.tsk!

January 17th, 2008 by inmyheart11

when we’re stuck lovin someone, no matter h0w hard we try to f0rget that person,it’s just NOT ENOUGH… hmm..s0metyms, all we can do is stay away, and it does help a bit..but just for a while….because when that person sh0ws you even the SMALLEST gesture of affection, all our efforts of moving on GO DOWN the DRAIN..ahwww and again, I am ALL ALONE.with nothing else to say but.. "FUDGE!..i just fell for that again."